I deactivated my FB account yesterday. I don’t know. I just got tired of feeling like a fucking zombie. I’m just as bad as anyone else, but after several posts a day, you have to wonder if your time was well spent. People bitch and air out their garbage on FB anyway. I don’t want to see that shit.
At least here if you don’t want to read what I wrote, you don’t have to click on the link to my blog. My feelings ain’t gonna be hurt none. Besides, I believe that FB is a tool for the FBI, the CIA and the NSA to snoop on Americans; free of oversight via Congressional hearings. One day, earlier this week, I googled safety razors. A couple of days later, safety razors showed up as an advertisement on FB. What the fuck?!
I feel more suicidal than usual. You know, it’s like, what’s the fucking point? Nothing ever changes, nothing ever gets better. You pray to God and he doesn’t answer. He must be preoccupied with other people’s problems that are worse than mine.
Here’s a thought: in the book of Genesis, the Lord said of Sodom and Gomorah, “it has come to my attention.” If God is all-knowing, why would it have to come to his attention? Shouldn’t he know already?
Writing on here is about as big a struggle as it is writing in my journal. My craft isn’t anywhere near what it used to be. Shit happens. Things change.
I’m been off my depression meds for the last few days and my head is feeling loopy. I wonder how long before it levels out?
As I’ve said on here before, and trust me, I’ve tried to figure out why I’m so obsessed with monkey videos, but I have a YouTube account solely devoted to them. I hate cats, but I love dogs, so why don’t I watch dog videos? Who knows?
I don’t know. For some reason, I find these videos fascinating. Some of the monkeys are ugly, some are cute. I think people bathe their monkeys so they can hear them screech. And others are just downright cruel.
Like this stupid Chinese bitch:
Do you notice how quickly Hua Hua snatches up the bottle? She’s thirsty. And unbeknownst to her, something bitter like vinegar was given to her, just so this cold-hearted bitch can have a good laugh. I’d like to kick this broad right in the pussy, then tie her hands high above her head and pour bitter fluids down her fucking throat.
Cruelty to monkeys isn’t just sequestered to humans. Monkey parents can be just as cruel to their babies. I watched a video not long ago of a father dragging his baby over rocks. The baby was screeching for mercy as his head bounced around like a ping pong ball. YouTube is rife with videos, documenting monkey parents being malicious to their offspring.
I know what you’re going to say. It’s all part of nature. So if you saw a dog pick up one of her pups by the scruff of the neck and shake the shit out of it, you’re telling me you wouldn’t do something to save the pup(s)? I’ll tell you right now, there’s something wrong with that dog. Don’t let it around your children.
Be that as it may, every dog that I’ve seen has taken better care of her whole litter than a monkey does for her one baby.
Again, I’m not an expert on monkeys, but if I’m not mistaken, baby monkeys skin appears to be flexible. Hence the reason why mothers will grab the baby’s by the back of the head and snap their head back. In some of the videos I’ve seen, it looks as though she’s about to peel skin from bone.
Watch the video below:
Granted, we can’t have laws legislating the animal kingdom, but something seems morbid to me when people stand and watch as the mother is twisting her baby’s head clear around. Want to know what I would do? I’d like to take a .30-06 and blow that fuckin’ monkey’s brains out. Have a reenactment of the Kennedy assassination.
Back and to the left….
You’ll have to forgive my sour mood. Life for me here lately has been unbearable. I’m not even sure how I’m still alive. Maybe I feel empathy for the baby monkeys abused? Maybe I feel abused? There has to be a valid reason for this.
Perhaps my own soul reflects the sadness in their eyes?
-The Average American Man