Kik is for Losers

I’ve tried Kik in the past, if for no other reason, than to find people to talk to. I come up empty every single time. It’s okay, though. Because tonight, I realized that everyone on Kik has one thing in common: they’re all bored. Were humans this bored back in the 1950s? Technology has madeContinue reading “Kik is for Losers”

Home

Hopefully, I get to go home sometime next week. It’s been a long time coming and I’m ready for it. I’d be lying though if I said I don’t have my worries. I’ve slipped up on porn here lately, wrote a couple of sex stories. Perhaps that was the catalyst for my anxiety? Whenever IContinue reading “Home”

Today

I spent the late afternoon up until a few minutes ago (1:30 a.m.) playing Madden 20. It makes me feel bad. I don’t know why. Perhaps I feel that video games pull me away from socializing with my family. Maybe I have a guilty conscience? As I write this, my heart is skipping beats 4-timesContinue reading “Today”

What do I know?

What do I know? Not a damn thing! Well, that’s not entirely accurate. I know that the earth is round, Facebook sucks and it makes me feel like a fucking zombie and I wish it would die already. I know I’m tired of living here at my sister’s house and having nothing to do. I’mContinue reading “What do I know?”

Suicide

Suicide is a feeling of hopelessness; a feeling that nothing is going to get better. Feeling like the rut you’re in will last the rest of your life. Despite your best efforts, the walls of the canyon you’re mired in, stretch upwards for miles. Webster classifies rut as a noun: a habit or pattern ofContinue reading “Suicide”