Over the Hill (Down and Out)

I was reminded of how old I feel today.  I was sent home from work today because I have a cold.  And being in the healthcare field, I can kind of understand their reasoning.  However, it’s funny that so many people think that if we all get vaccinated, COVID is just going to mysteriously disappear.

Anyway, that isn’t what this post is about.  After leaving work, I went to a church down the street to have a cigarette and just enjoy the quiet.  To make a long story short, I found a couple in a car, a Subaru, as a matter fact, broad daylight with no tinted windows, having sex.

Now, for a guy who has wanted for a long, long time to watch a couple having sex, this was a gold mine.  They had to know that I was there, because when I first got there, I was standing on the far side of my car, taking a leak, and someone looked up.  Keep in mind that the car was at least fifteen feet away.

So, what did I do?  Well, after giving it some thought, whilst sitting in my car, I grabbed my phone, crept up to the Subaru, and begin recording.  I would judge the couple to be somewhere in their twenties to thirties.  Probably married but to different people.

How do I put something like this into words?  Spontaneous sex has left my marriage.  Being the parents of three special needs children, plays a roll in it.  But the rest is my fault.  This couple was horny, and they didn’t give two fucks about the dangers of getting caught, regardless of their marital status. 

I let the weight of the world weigh too heavy on my mind.  Even after my children go to bed, I’m a mess of trying to figure out what I want to do with my time.  Usually it involves sitting on the couch with a cup of coffee and zoning out.  And apparently, my wife and I are the only ones in my family that hasn’t had sex in the back of their car in public.

You know, each day that I live, I am tired spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically.  I wake up tired.  I’m a walking burn out.  I feel overwhelmed.  And there seems to be no end in sight.  I’ve tried anti-depressants, but they don’t work. What do you do when you’re overwhelmed and burnt out?  When your tank is on empty and you have nothing left to give? I’m 37-years-old and feel like I haven’t lived one second of my life.

I understand the allure of getting caught.  Hell, maybe even letting someone watch, but I feel as though nothing in my life is going to improve; that this is the way it’s going to be until the day I die.

Such is life.

Joe and the Hoe Gotta Go

About the whole “not my President” thing. Here’s my take on it: people didn’t like Donald Trump because he has an abrasive personality and speaks his mind, regardless of whether you agree with him or not. And for four years, while he couldn’t do anything without the liberals crying and trying to read into his statements, we had the liberal elite champion the “not my President” motto. Robert DeNiro even said, “f*** Trump!” publicly.

People like Biden and Harris didn’t advocate for the vaccine and encouraged people not to get it because of Trump. Now that they’re in power, we all need to get it. Different people in the White House, same vaccine. Politics, pure and simple. And after four years of divisive politics, Biden wants unity. Nope. Sorry. I see politics for what it really is: a racket. Not my President.

As an after thought, never before in the history of this nation, would we ever think it would be possible for politicians to consider a 90% evacuation of Americans from a hostile foreign land to a “success”. And today, the United States State Department issued a statement saying that Americans still trapped behind enemy lines “should not rely on the US government to get them out.” WTF?! Imagine for a moment, if you will, had President Trump been the one responsible for this. Politicians, both Republican and Democrat, would be calling for his immediate resignation.

But as it is, and since Biden is a career politician, recent attempts to have him impeached on the grounds of treason, will likely go nowhere. But we got to see two of them for President Trump. One, an abuse of power and the other…fictitious claims and an even more spurious trial. Richard Nixon was accused for a whole lot less, and he had the support of only four house Republicans. We all know how that story played out.

Meanwhile, Kamala Harris is enjoying the lowest approval ratings of any Vice President in recent memory. She’s been mostly vacant during this whole Afghanistan catastrophe, leaving behind $85 billion dollars worth of hardware for the Taliban and other extremists to use. This is the American people’s property. You pay for it!

And when she goes to Vietnam amid the crisis, which is ironic, she doesn’t talk about how history is repeating itself, she meets with LGTBQ leaders and says that we should buy our Christmas presents early because of rising oceans tides. Keep in mind that Kamala Harris was one of the first candidates to drop out of the primaries because Democratic voters didn’t want her.

If you want to see Harris have a good laugh, just present her with a difficult question.

Things are so bad for the Biden White House, that 9/11 victims families are telling Creepy Joe not to come to any of their memorials. Never before has a President been uninvited to a 9/11 memorial ceremony. What does this say for our “leader”?

Americans still believe that we are free, and we still hope for some semblance of senility and honesty from Washington DC. Democrats hope that Afghanistan will fade from the American consciousness before too long. It is a hope that I believe will lead to our nation’s peril.

It is pretty sad when a former President sounds more presidential than a man who now occupies the White House. A man who has been contradicted by every department in the federal government, most importantly, the CIA.

Biden and Harris: A NATIONAL Disgrace

Dear Joe Biden and Kamala Harris,

I just want to say this: the two of you are an absolute disgrace.  And your Press Secretary, Jen Psaki?  Is that how you spell her name?  J-E-N?  I’m sorry, Hoe-I mean, Joe.  I’m not as smart as you.  I had to look it up.  But unlike millions of my fellow countrymen who thought having you two in the White House would he such a great idea, I can tell a national disgrace when I see one.

Anyway, back to Jen.  It cannot be easy for her to cover your incompetent ass!  I mean, fielding questions that you should be answering?  What are you afraid of, Joe?  Someone might ask you what two plus two is?  We don’t need you to do a tongue twister.  You do just fine with that on your own!

What are you gonna do about getting Americans out and Afghanis out who have helped Americans for the last twenty years?  Crickets.  Our allies are sending in their troops to get their own people out.  Why not us?

Hey, Joe.  I hear your talk with our allies was a feisty one.  Was it difficult not being able to sniff anyone over the phone or via camera?  Life’s a bitch, ain’t it, Joe?  Too bad we don’t have Smell-a-Vision, isn’t it?

And look at Kamala Harris.  How in the hell you picked a woman who only had 7% support amongst Democrats in California, is beyond me.  Oh, wait.  You were courting not only the black and female vote, but the perverted men vote.  She’s been mostly absent during this whole charade.  And to look at her the other day, she doesn’t even look like she even wants to be in Washington.

But she will be.  And this will be her mess to grapple with once you resign, your Cabinet forces you out, or Congress does.  People call Tricky Dicky a crook?  You’re worse than a crook.  You’re in a whole other realm where there is no definition for what you are.  Disgrace is the closest, but that doesn’t even touch it.

You can keep downplaying this, your departments can keep contradicting your every statement, and Congressional investigation can unearth a lot more information, and you can even blame President Trump, but at the end of the day, Joe, you cannot hide behind the fact that this came under your orders, and this is ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!!!

So when Americans here in the United States are mourning the deaths of their loved ones abandoned by their own government, and the last words they shared were a tearful goodbye, I hope you won’t sleep at night.  I hope you’re eaten with remorse.  And if you have the spine to face those Americans, maybe you can say in front of the camera for the American people and for the whole world to hear, that you were wrong.

You and your ilk are corrupt to the core, and you’re not even trying to hide it.

But what am I talking about, Joe?  You’re a career politician who’s been known to be relentlessly stubborn.  Maybe King Solomon was right when he wrote, “hope deferred makes the heart sick.” 

And tonight, this particular American, feels sick at heart for what has become of our once great nation. 

Why I Oppose Changing the American Flag

Macy Gray, the once famed singer, says that we should change the American flag.  Because, you know, the American flag is hateful, bigoted, oppressive, what else, racist.  Shit!  I already put bigoted in there.  What the hell?  We’ll just leave it there.

Make America seem worse than what it really is.

Granted, the United States has done some pretty fucked up shit in the past.  You know, like the genocide of Native Americans, slavery, and a whole list of other shit that WE have done.  I put WE in italics, because since I am white, I am guilty by default, and therefore, responsible for actions of those in the past.

But let’s not blame the government or those crooked sons of bitches we elected to represent us!  No, no!  This is all white man’s and Old Glory’s fuckin fault!  The fact that Old Glory is a flag and not a human being, notwithstanding. 

Let’s not question our government or the ascendancy of invisible government, let’s not ask a most provocative question of who’s really fuckin profiting here!  Who shook the fuckin jar?!

In her Op-Ed for Market Watch, which really lacks substance, Gray says:

“The Confederate battle flag, which was crafted as a symbol of opposition to the abolishment of slavery, is just recently tired. We don’t see it much anymore. However, on the 6th, when the stormers rained on the nation’s most precious hut, waving Old Glory — the memo was received: the American flag is its replacement.”

For one thing, I don’t regard the Capitol Building as “the nation’s most precious hut”.  It is full of liars, and is a nest of vipers!  Those idiots are not my country, my Constitution, or the recipient of my allegiance.  They are merely representatives of a government that resides in my country.

You do know that there is a difference between country and government, right?  If you don’t, I’m not going to waste my time in explaining it.  You can figure it out your own fuckin self!

Second, since Trump supporters stormed the Capitol Building, they all must be racist, right?  I mean, it isn’t like she’s taken the time to get to know any of them.  It isn’t that she’s listened to their voices or heard their arguments or the reasons why they did what they did.

She automatically assumes that they are racist, and that is racist in and of itself.  Keep in mind that her “Op-Ed”, if you want to call it that, is only eight paragraphs long.  I’ve read more articles with more substance from tabloids.  But what do you expect from a one-hit-wonder who derailed her career by snorting lines?

And since we are on the subject of the Capitol Raid, there’s video evidence of police opening the gates for them, and letting them through.  Instead of holding the fuckin line and calling for reinforcements, they let them in.  Sounds like good fodder for a conspiracy theory!

She goes on to say:

“President Biden, Madame Harris and members of Congress: the American flag has been hijacked as code for a specific belief. God bless those believers, they can have it. Like the Confederate, it is tattered, dated, divisive, and incorrect. It no longer represents democracy and freedom. It no longer represents ALL of us. It’s not fair to be forced to honor it. It’s time for a new flag.”

For people like Macy Gray, we can change the American flag to whatever we fuckin want to “include” everyone, and they will still have something to bitch about!

She advocates for bringing Puerto Rico into the Union, and that, I don’t give two fucks about.  Puerto Rico is bankrupt, and here soon, so will the United States.  She also thinks that Washington DC should be made into a state.  It’s the capital of the United States; it already has, what, three electoral votes?

On that, she says:

“Assuming D.C. reps would be African-American and Puerto Rican reps would be Hispanic, the ultimate assumption is that these elected officials would be Democratic. That alone is racist.”

It’s okay to assume that supporters of President Trump are racist, but it’s not okay for people to assume that those of color are Democrat?  Conservative blacks such as the Hodge Twins, Candace Owens and a plethora of others are called coons or Uncle Toms by their own fuckin race!  You know what, go snort another line, Macy!

Remember the Ma’Kiah Bryant incident back in April?  The teenage girl who going to stab another girl?  People rioted and protested when the cop shot and killed her.  She was going to fuckin stab someone!  And these same motherfuckers would be bitching if the cop hadn’t taken action and let it happen!  If you’re one of these types of people, you know you would have, I know you would have.  Let’s not fool ourselves!

Friends and family talked about how great she was, all this and that.  The George Floyd family sent out a Tweet saying “another child lost.”  She was about to stab someone to death!  She couldn’t have been that fuckin great!  You live by the sword and you die by the motherfucker!

We live in a society where criminal activity is glorified.  If the black community wants to know why their neighborhoods are so fucked up, maybe they should start looking at their culture, and the messages of violence and misogyny their rappers put out.

And as ridiculous as it sounds, Fauci (aka Lord Farquad), in an attempt to sway any responsibility of COVID-19 away from him, has said that hardships due to the pandemic are a result of systemic racism. The left always needs a victim.

Oh, I forgot! These are the voices of the people! Personal responsibility need not apply!

And what bothers me the most is that in the video, you see a black man running up and kicking a black girl in the back of the fuckin head!  And these same people who are in “protest” over Bryant, don’t say a goddamn word!  Fuck you and fuck off with your hypocrisy!

When it comes to Macy Gray and people like her, the words of George Carlin when he said, “they don’t give a fuck about you!” goes right over their heads!

In commenting to Miss Gray’s “Op-Ed”, a man by the name of Edward Jones said it best:

“Stick with what you know, Macy. Flag design isn’t your strong suit. The Stars and Stripes have been defended by people of all skin colors for 246 years and to change that basic design is to repudiate their contribution to our great country. Those who refuse to learn of our great history with both its glory and its zits are condemned to repeat its mistakes. Changing the basic design of the American flag would be a very divisive act that that some would applaud for its very divisive nature. The other half of our population the would likely not accept this. Common sense would tell us that this could not be good for the future.”

But people like Gray do not care about people of all colors; they only care for the people of color.  The fact that most of the people who have died at the hands of police, died while fighting or fleeing, is irrelevant.

We have reached a pivotal point in our nation’s history.  America is divided, and it was divided long before Donald Trump became President.  We’re fed a daily dose of propaganda and lip service and hardly anyone is capable of critical thinking.  To ask important questions or to reject the narrative is just too fuckin painful.

My hope?  To hope that people will get wise and finally come together is foolish.  Americans, not America, are stupid.  We’re dumbasses.  We believe anything and believe that we are free because some politicians say we are.

My hope is that the government falls apart; that all the lies, and all the secrets, and all the conspiracies are laid bare for all to see.  Maybe then, we can all see what fools we have been, and begin to rebuild.

With the second part, however, it may be my pessimistic side coming out, but we maybe aiming just a little too high.

Not Really Sure What the Fuck I Should Call This #3 (Or Monkey Rant)

For the last few years, I have been enthralled with monkey videos on YouTube; cute monkeys, abused monkeys, sick monkeys, monkey baths, lonely monkeys-doesn’t matter.  I’ll watch them all.  And it all started with me typing in a search of smacking a monkey.  And it took off from there!

Now, I am sure that there is a psychosis for this, but I don’t give a flying fuck!  It could be worse.  I could be watching gay midget porn!  Oops!  Is it okay to say “midget”?  Or does it have to be dwarf?  I don’t know.  Dwarf sounds so much more, I don’t know, insulting.

Let’s face it, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs was a fairytale!  Wasn’t Snow White raped by the dawrfs?  Nope.  On doing some meager research, Snow White wasn’t raped, but according to Dr. Spencer Reid of Criminal Minds, Sleeping Beauty was raped by the King in her sleep.  Either way you go, it’s fucked up.

But that’s the way Disney movies usually go.  They whitewash the original story to make them more palatable.

In the original version of Snow White, the Queen wanted a huntsman to take her daughter out into the woods, kill her and bring back the little girl’s lungs and liver.  And this story was written in, what, 1819?  And people say that Stephen King is fucked up?

I’ve gotten off the beaten track.  Stay away from gay midget porn.

Where was I?  Oh yeah!  Monkey videos.

At first, I was somewhat offended by some of the monkey abuse videos I found on YouTube, but then, I remembered I was looking for videos of people smacking monkeys.  I will say this for the Chinese: one, they can really FUCK UP the world’s system (that is if you really believe the COVID-19 virus came from a bat in the first place); two, hearing them talk is so fucking annoying (ching wang chaw oosa!, if you don’t think that’s funny, then you can get the fuck out!); and three, they’re really not fans of monkeys (or, any living creature, for that matter; let’s face it, the Chinese don’t put much of a value on life; hey, they fit right in with the Democrats!).

Now, I could say that I like to watch videos by American monkey owners, but then I’d be lying.  They talk too fucking much, too!  But usually, they’re trying to explain shit to potential monkey owners.  It’s like just smack the motherfucker on top of the head watch him have a tantrum!  But no!  We Americans have rules and laws and Democrats, and we’ll prosecute just about anyone for any-fuckin-thing to the point where our prison system is overrun!

Nope!  Give me the monkeys who are having meltdowns and tantrums because “mommy” is walking away with the milk bottle, and the little tree rat is walking bipedal with his arms outstretched, squawking its fuckin head off!  That’s valuable entertainment!

Take this pretentious American cocksucker for example!  He’s patting himself on the back because he and his wife own a green monkey.  You can’t have a job, can’t have friends, can’t go on vacation!  Why?  Because you got a monkey!

Motherfucker, that’s my life!  Well, I have a job and my wife stays home, but other than that, that’s my fuckin life!  Think owning a monkey is so fuckin special?  Try being a special needs parent to three autistic boys and tell me how much “free time” you have and stress levels and no taking vacations.

Someone commented to one of his videos and asked that when and if he and his wife start having kids whether or not they’ll keep dear, sweet Mojo.  And he said, “yes.”  Riiiight!

Want to know the difference between a monkey and a child?  You can get rid of a monkey and not break the law and no one is the wiser.  You get rid of your kid and your happy ass is going to prison!  Get off your fuckin high horse!

You think you’re so goddamn special because you own a fuckin monkey?  Give me a fuckin break!  Want to know how long it’s been since my wife and I had a vacation?  Five years!  Five fuckin years!  My wife’s sister watched our boys for all that time, and before, my oldest loved her.  Send him to stay with her for five days, and now he gets pissed at the mention of her name.

I don’t know.  A guy on YouTube taught his monkey’s how to shit and piss in the toilet, so you must not be that fuckin smart!

If anyone reading this knows this guy and his wife or you follow his channel, Mojo the Monkey, please, steer him towards my blog.

I watched a video one time, and it was a compilation of monkey smackers.  Anyways, there was a guy who had a monkey in a cage, and he had a shit ton of people over watching a soccer game.  And the monkey was going fuckin ape shit (no pun intended; actually, it was intended).  The guy gets up, goes to the cage, and the look on the monkey’s face was priceless…like, oh shit!  I’ve really fucked up now!  And the guy started smacking the hell out of the poor thing!  Then it showed a video of a brain dead monkey.  Either it fell out of a tree or somebody took a lead pipe to it.

I particularly like videos of baby monkeys falling out of trees and plummeting to their death. 

Or take the YouTube channel Humans Against Monkey Abuse, for instance.  These pretentious cocksuckers-by the way, want to know where I got those two words from?  Pretentious cocksuker?  George Carlin.  I don’t agree with him on religion, but when it came to government, he was a fuckin genius.  Think there aren’t conspiracies out there?  Look at how much governments keep from their people!

He used that phrase to describe singers who use only one name; Cher, Bono, Sting.  And for Bono, it certainly fits.  He went before the United States Congress and testified that a good way to defeat terrorism is by comedy.  Because, after all, that’s how we defeated the Axis Powers during World War Two.  No, pretentious cocksucker!  We defeated them with bombs, bullets and nuclear weapons!

Well, the Axis Powers were defeated, but fascism and Nazism were not.  They are alive and well today!

Winning the war on terrorism is as useless a rhetoric as “end racism”.  What the fuck do you want me to do about ending racism?!  I’m not racist.  What?  Am I supposed to block traffic and burn down buildings and destroy public and private property to show that I am not?

End racism insuates that only white people can be racist.  While we’re at it, why don’t we push to end a lot of things?  End bullying!  End gossiping!  End rape!  End child molestation!  Here’s one O’biden and his cronies don’t seem all too worried about: let’s work to end sex trafficking?!  End being a pretentious cocksucker!

I’m not even going to really touch on Humans Against Monkey Abuse, because these assholes show videos of monkey abuse, and these pretentious cocksuckers act like they’re crusaders for a greater cause!  No!  You’re entertaining thousands of us and you’re giving me writing material!

Here’s a subject I’ve been quite enamored with here lately: monkeys getting stuck.  Watching these videos, one can only conclude that these fuckers didn’t get there on their own!  Take a look at the following pictures.

I’m quite convinced that these two monkeys are one and the same!  In both cases, the monkey is thoroughly exhausted, and looks as though it is about to give up.  Look the monkey stuck in the big blue doors, or whatever the hell that is.  See the sadness?  The “what the fuck am I struggling so hard for”?  It might be a direct reflection of me.

Take a look at this American douche bag, pretentious cocksucker!  He started a cult following on YouTube with his baby monkey, Curtis.  I was trying to decide then, as I am now, whether or his monkey videos were cute or ugly.  People tuned into his channel to see Curtis, not this egotistical cocksucker.

And then…all of a sudden, Curtis was gone.  To start off with, the channel was called Every Wednesday, Every Wednesday Family, now it’s called 4Jay.  And 4Jay has turned his channel into…I don’t know what the fuck you’d call it.  I know it doesn’t have any shortage of nasty women with fake tits, fake asses, fake lips and probably fake vaginas.

What pissed a lot of people off, myself included, was that there was no word on what happened to Curtis.  Did he give him to someone?  Send him to live in a sanctuary?  Or did one of his dogs get a hold of him and shake the monkey shit out of him?

Did “4Jay” find Curtis on the floor, broken and bleeding with blood oozing from his mouth and gasping his last breath?

And if that wasn’t bad enough, some time later, he got another monkey and named him Marco.  As far as I know, Marco hasn’t been in a video for three months.  And every time I ask “where is the monkey”, my comment gets deleted.

It’s common practice in China and other countries in that part of the world, that when a monkey has outgrown its usefulness, cuteness and overall torture ability, the owners just return it to the forest and certain death.  They build their channels on these tree rats, and when it comes time, they start over.  And 4Jay, being mum on what happened to his monkeys, when a lot more endearing fans than I are clamoring for what happened to them with no honest explanation, puts him in the same category as his Chinese counterparts.

He got rid of Curtis when Curtis outgrew his usefulness (honestly, I think one of the dogs got a hold of him and killed him).  And then, to try and reel his monkey fans back in, he got another one.  He stooped to a new low of douche baggery!

Honestly, I’d like to own a pet monkey.  I wouldn’t be mean to it.  At least, I don’t think rhat I would.  Oh, and you have the jackasses who try to shame monkey owners by saying that they ripped the monkeys from their mothers!  Who gives a shit?!  Have you seen the way monkey mothers treat their young?  Downright deplorable!

I don’t see people saying that when a puppy is taken from its mother at six-weeks old and spends the next week crying its heart out!  Fuckin pretentious hypocrites!  You thought I was gonna say “cocksucker”, didn’t you?

I’ve been writing this post for a while now on my phone, and to tell the truth, my thumbs are getting tired.

I started a story about a guy who kidnapped a neighbor’s monkey because the monkey threw a rock at his dog and busted his eye.  If you haven’t read it, I’ll  make it short and sweet for you.  He keeps the monkey down in his basement in a cage and tortures it.  One of my favorite parts is where he gets the monkey right on the dick with a tazer.

Anyway, eventually, he grows tired of cleaning up after him and wants to kill him.  But then he knows he would feel sad because he wouldn’t have anything left to torture.  He goes through the irritating process of having the words fuck this tattooed on one arm, and fuck life tattooed on the other arm in bold, black lettering, and a crude mockup of a middle finger tattooed on the monkey’s chest and belly.  He decides to let the momkey live and secretly returns him to the monkey’s original owners, whom by now, have moved on to another monkey.

With a monkey so traumatized, I’ll let you decide what happens to Kevin the Monkey.

Don’t read this post with such disgust.  The world is a shitty place.  And we all have to play our part.

Not Really Sure What the Fuck I Should Call This

I think a lot.

I think of how things were when I was a kid.  I think of my mom, younger, just as pretty then as she is now.  I once teased her how she was a professional butt wiper.  That pissed her off.  And now, all these many years later, I am one, too.

I think of my sisters; young with friends and so sure they had all the answers; idolizing black America’s crowned thug prince, Tupac Shakur.  I can’t stand that fucker!

Does anyone have the answers to life?

It seems that people from all walks of faith like to believe they have all the answers.  My answer to life is do the best you can, but we shouldn’t make excuses.  Sometimes, we’re all like the Apostle Peter: just trying to keep our heads above water.

I think of my dad a lot, too.  He died from an abdominal aortic aneurysm.  The aorta is your heart’s powerhouse artery, I guess.  Once that goes, you’re fucked.  It seems unfair.  So many shitty people in the world, and they get chance after fuckin chance, but my dad?

Nope.  One kill switch and it’s lights out!

I’ve been told that I have had a difficult time in accepting his death.  I don’t disagree with that.  Truth is, I don’t know that I ever will accept it.

Thirty-six years old and some might say get over it!  Some wounds sting for a lifetime.

If my dad could see all the stupid shit I’ve done, shit I won’t repeat to a solitary soul, I wonder if he would still be proud of me.  Or disappointed?  Or would he look at me and say, “you know, a lot of men would have run from the hand that life dealt them, but you didn’t.  So, I’ll give you a pass!”

I guess that’s the main point, isn’t it?  I haven’t run?  I haven’t offed myself like all those times I wanted to.  I’m still here, still breathing.  And even though I fear getting older, I reckon that’s all can do.

Monkey Journal #4

This is all a work of fiction

I suppose I should provide an update on Kevin.  After all, it’s been since, what, November 22 of last year?  November 22.  That’s the anniversary date of the Kennedy assassination.

Anyway, it has no bearing on the matter.  Kevin is still alive, although a little traumatized.  He sits in his cage with his hands behind his head and rocks back and forth.  I suppose there’s little else to do when he’s alone for eight to twelve hours at a time.

His life ain’t all doom and gloom.  I’ve installed security cameras in my basement so I can keep an eye on him while I’m away.  He has one of those training toilets for toddlers with him.  Sometimes he goes in it, sometimes he doesn’t.  And I’ve also tried an experiment with him by keeping a constant stream of porn playing for him while I’m away.

I haven’t caught him playing with himself yet, but when it comes down to watching a regular movie and porn, he chooses porn 8 out of 10 times.

I hate to get rid of him, or kill him, but making sure he doesn’t escape and cleaning up after him gets really old after a while.  Brutus likes to play with him, though.  Which usually involves grabbing him by a foot or the tail and dragging him along the floor.  Kevin is always screeching and crying and looking to me to save him.  One time, I didn’t get to him soon enough and Brutus flung him against the wall.  Kevin hit head first and lay comatose for several seconds.

That ends this journal entry.  Kevin has a few tattoos now, and I’ll tell you about that the next time we talk.

Abortion vs. Vasectomy Analogy

First off, who deems whom financially or emotionally fit to be a parent? Just because someone is not “wealthy” doesn’t make them a bad parent. And unless you have tens of thousands and thousands of dollars in the bank, you will never be financially ready to be a parent. The average cost of reversing a vasectomy is between $7,000 to $9,000. So, who pays for that? This by far is the most asinine comparison I have ever heard of!

I know what you’re going to say. You’re going to say that women have to fight for their abortion “rights” every single day. Since Roe vs Wade, do you know how many times abortion has been overturned, even when the Supreme Court has been packed with conservatives? Zero! Nada! Zip!

Abortion ain’t going anywhere!

While we are at it, let’s stop calling it abortion, and call it what it is: population control. And if you think that governments or billionaires like Bill Gates haven’t expressed support for population control, think again. One only has to look to China to see a clear example. But then again, they’re hardly ever swept up into a war. War is a vital component to population control, too. Hence the reason why President Trump didn’t start any new wars, and Joe Biden has already started sending weapons to the Middle East. Admiral Charles Richard has warned of possible nuclear war with China and Russia.

We are primed for a big one, folks!

Now, some people would say that I, like Augustus McCrae, would argue with a possum. But what the hell? I love the movie Lonesome Dove, so let’s turn on some George Jones and jump right in!

For arguments sake, let’s say that at some point in the near future, the United States government mandates that all males between the ages of 10 and 19 must have an involuntary vasectomy. Vasectomys are able to be reversed, but even a reversal is not 100%.

According to the US Census Bureau, there were 41,852,838 males in the United States as of 2019. Having a vasectomy is cheap; anywhere from 100 to a thousand dollars. It’s the reversal that gets you. And as I stated earlier, a reversal costs between $7,000 to $9,000. Granted, not all males, once they get older and are deemed financially and emotionally fit to have children, will want to have their vasectomys reversed.

I still have yet to figure out how one is considered financially and emotionally fit to be a parent, but again, this is all for fun, sort of. In reality, this argument is as dubious as the analogy. But you get the point.

Are you still reading? Good!

Of those 41,852,838 males, let’s say that eighty percent get their vasectomys reversed. Eighty percent of 41,852,838 is 33,482,270. Between the seven-thousand and nine-thousand, we will play it safe and go with eight-thousand dollars. Which, by the way, who’s going to pay for these? Given the fact that Democrats want to fuck up our economy and socialize everything, we will say the American taxpayer will foot the bill.

Great! We pay for everything else! Why not someone’s vasectomy reversal?! God damn liberals!

Feel free to check my math. Well, my calculators math; 33,482,270 times $8,000 is: $267,858,160,000! Hell, by this time, we may be using the Digital Dollar or the Amero. Regardless of how it goes, it’s all fiat currency. In layman’s terms, it’s currency that isn’t backed by a commodity, such as gold or silver.

I’m sure that I am going to get comments to this claiming that since I am a man, and not a woman, (thank God Almighty), then I have no right to an opinion. If that is the selfish argument with which you are going to bring me, then go on bye. I’ll say this: if you are a Republican or someone who voted for President Trump, and you believe this way, you’re a RINO, a jackass wearing elephant’s skin!

Despite how the media likes to portray us, men are more than simple minded fools who think of more than just breasts and where to stick our dicks!

It wasn’t women who signed the Declaration of Independence and created the Constitution. It wasn’t women, who up until the last few decades, were dying in American wars. It wasn’t teenage girls and young women who were getting shipped to Europe to fight a terrible evil during World War Two and dying on the beaches of Normandy. Did you know that President Truman had two national addresses written for D-Day? One for failure and one for success? And aside from the paper shopping bag and foot pedal trashcan, the inventions created by women worth noting are kevlar, the circular saw and the computer! Now, that’s pretty damn impressive!

As ridiculous as this argument is, it is a polarizing one, nonetheless. Do I think the world could come to the point of forced sterilization? Sure. Do I think war and abortion are the methods of the world power elite to try and control the world’s population? Yes, I do. Since it’s inception in our culture, over sixty-two million babies have been aborted since 1973.

Sixty-two million! How many great leaders, doctors, inventors have we lost out on? George Carlin once said that Americans should stop expecting the government to fix education. Every time you hear a politician talk, it’s always “we need more education!” No. We need you to get the fuck out!

Politicians will never make an honest effort to fix education because they dont want Americans capable of critical thinking. I once read a study, believe it or not, (the study, not my ability to read) that said that Americans are the friendliest people on earth. Why? Because when you see a stranger in the store, what do you do? You smile at them. Why do you smile? Because you’re showing that person that you mean them no harm.

And in that, is our individual identity. In following mask mandates without question, we as Americans, have lost our identity. We no longer see each other as fellow Americans, but as possible carriers of germs. We want things to go back to normal, but they won’t. COVID protocols are much more than virus protection; and like the topic of abortion, it’s about control and divisive manipulation.

My Political Thoughts So Far…

Henry Ford and Nazi Germany

It’s interesting the things you learn when you read.  For instance, did you know that Henry Ford, the founder of the Ford Motor Company, was not only antisemitic, but a strong supporter of Adolf Hitler’s Nazi Germany?  From 1920 to 1927, Ford published a newspaper called “The Dearborn Independent”.  And with these publications, he was soon seen as a prominent spokesman of “right-wing extremism and religious prejudice.” 

Documentary filmmaker, Ira Berkow, states that on May 22, 1920, Ford wrote, “If fans wish to know the trouble with American baseball they have it in three words—too much Jew.”  Nazi Germany would later publish his newspapers in four volumes called “The International Jew, the World’s Foremost Problem”.  Hitler himself would later regard Ford as “one great man.”  While testifying at Nuremberg, Baldur Von Shirach, said that he and his comrades were influenced by “The International Jew”. 

“I read it and became antisemitic,” he said.  He and his friends saw Henry Ford as a “representative of success” in their crusade to exterminate the Jews.  It should be noted that Shirach was instrumental in shepherding over 65,000 Jews to concentration camps im Poland.

According to his book, “The Rise of the Fourth Reich”, Jim Marrs states “Ford’s son, Edsel, sat on the board of American I.G. Farben and G.A.F.  In July 1940, at a meeting in Dearborn, Michigan, between ITT’s Westrick and the Fords, it was decided that rather than build aircraft engines for beleaguered Britain, the Ford company would build five-ton military trucks for Germany, “the backbone of German Army transportation.”

What is most disturbing is that like George Bush’s grandfather, Prescott Bush, whose firm laundered money to Nazi Germany, none of these men were ever tried for treason.  General Motors escaped the treasonous gallows as well.  They provided synthetic fuel technology to Nazi Germany.

I would be remiss if I didn’t tell you that up until 1918, Henry Ford was a Republican.  After that…

….he was a Democrat!

Politicians Pay Lip Service to the Constitution

Since we’re on the subject, notice how politicians like to throw around the word “Constitution” when the cameras are on?  Did you know that holding the impeachment trial in the Senate for a President who’s not even in office is un-Constitutional?  Funny the things you learn when you read the Constitution, huh?

Fuck off, Joe

Joe Biden,

Notice how I didn’t put a “dear” or “President” in front of that?  Anyway, you and your cohorts in crime should be ashamed of how you’re treating the men and women occupying Washington.  Making them sleep on the cold, hard ground and on the cold concrete in a parking garage?  I don’t know.  Maybe it’s just me, maybe it’s because I’m not a military man, but we’re not at war.  These are men and women who are protecting your sorry asses!  I don’t see how the Joint Chiefs can stand to be in the same room with you.  I hear that President Trump offered to put those men and women up in his hotel.  Good for him!  I also hear that the Pentagon won’t let you have access to an ongoing intelligence operation!  Bravo!  I hope they keep it up!

PS: I even saw a video of a handicapped man bringing those same soldiers pizza.  You’re a disgrace.

Executive Orders

During his first 100 days in office, President Trump signed 24 executive orders.  His first day in office, Joe Biden signed 17!  Do you see the imbalance of power?  And most of his executive orders will eliminate jobs that President Trump’s administration created, and will cost the American taxpayers more money that President Trump saved.  Joe Biden will break the economy!  There’s going to be another war somewhere soon!  Bet on it!  Still think it was a good idea to vote for him?

Climate Change

People think that climate control initiatives and more taxes and regulations will stem global warming, but it won’t.  Just as sanctions do not bring tyrannical dictatorships to their knees, climate control taxes further line the wealthy’s pockets.


Now a handful of professors are combining their efforts to blacklist President Trump and his administration officials from getting book deals.  Never before has an outgoing President received this sort of censoring.  Fascists don’t get censored; fascists do the censoring.  Remember that.

The United States and Concentration Camps

Fun fact: the incarceration of Japanese Americans in US made concentration camps took place from 1942 to 1946.  And guess what party was in the White House!  Yep!  A Democrat!

Mask Mandate

So Joe Biden doesn’t have to wear a mask for a photo op at the Lincoln Memorial, but one soldier is seen without a mask, and national guardsmen are forced to sleep outside and in a parking garage?  The 3rd Amendment protects you from being forced to give quarters to military personnel.  I say let’s repeal that for Congressional members.  Let the soldiers sleep in warm, comfortable beds while the politicians sleep in the cold!

Joe Biden COVID Answer

Remember in October of last year how Biden criticized President Trump about his handling of the COVID epidemic?  Well, now Joe “Creeping While You’re Sleeping” Biden says he can’t change the trajectory of COVID-19 for the next several months.  Imagine that!  Will Americans have any rights left by summer?

Democrats Are Dogs

You gotta hand it to the Democrats, boy!  Once they latch onto a bone, they never let go of the friggin thing!  Crooked Chuck Schumer says that if President Trump’s impeachment trial fails, they have a backup plan!  And that plan is to use the 14th Amendment to bar the President from ever running for office again.  Of course, this would be because of the inciteful comments the President never made. 

Critical Thinking

Now, I’m calling on liberals and conservatives-just those of us who have the ability of free thinking-to ask the question: why do the Democrats want the President gone so bad?  They tried to have him removed from office over Ukraine; didn’t work.  They tried to have Mike Pence remove him from office; didn’t work.  And now, they’re going to waste more American taxpayer dollars to try a man who isn’t even holding any kind of office at the moment! 

Why would they waste more time with this?  The economy was good under President Trump.  We didn’t get into any new wars, unlike the previous Democrats and Republicans.  We weren’t nuked.  We didn’t go to war with Russia (on second thought, maybe that’s what they wanted).  Our economy has been ravaged by COVID-19, and this is the Democratic Congress’ first act? 

Democrats are pathetic!

So why waste all this time?  Because they don’t like outsiders!  No President has been treated as badly as President Trump has been.  And that’s because, in its entirety, Donald Trump has called Washington DC out on all its bullshit.


Has anyone ever noticed how members of the media will spend a copious amount of time bashing each other, but when it comes to protecting the government, they join forces? This is debunked! That is debunked! Theories and questions are quickly pushed aside! The fact that you have liberties and rights and the right to privacy are quickly debunked.

Stammering Joe and Executive Orders

For four years, all we heard from Democrats and liberals is how President Trump is such a ruthless dictator! Now, they’re applauding Joe Biden for setting a record for most executive orders signed his first week in office, despite Biden condemning the act in October of last year, calling them the act of a “dictator”. Do you see the hypocrisy? It’s never about us; it’s about them! Well, we can’t say much for him, but we can say one thing for stammering Joe, at least. He calls them like he sees them!